So, the moment things go wrong, we'll whip out all the things we've done for each other.
As though there's a price to be put on friendship.
I guess I just can't pay my debts.


Family is supposed to be there for you, right?
I guess I wouldn't really know.


It's okay that this is all my fault.
It usually is.
I just don't think I can handle it anymore.

I need to start shaping up apparently.

I thought life was getting better.
God is blessing my life so greatly.
So, please help me understand why I'm spiraling down into this hole I dug for myself a long time ago.

God, help me with this temptation please.

"Your Kingdom come, Your will be done, Jesus reign over me."