and then I'll be gone.
I could never stay in one
place for too long.
So I decided that eventually I'll post some of my entries from my journal. The one without lines... Which is kind of annoying. But it's purchase helped children in Yuganda, so why not?
Anyway, a lot of the entries from that journal will eventually be posted.
Censored to a degree, however, since I'd rather not express all of my thoughts here.
I'm just not open enough to write down everything.
It's the story of the trials and journies, the battles, good and bad. Conflict and community. An account of God's work. Tales, mostly not exaggerated... God's glory from and unusual source, an unlikely perspective.
^^ That was my original plan for my blog.
I can honestly say I haven't really stuck to that outline.
Mostly the focus on God part. I really haven't done a good job
of that in everyday life, not just my blog. Its true that I never
really expressed that intention. I still feel the need to apologize
for it. Whether or not it's to comfort me, isn't important.
So, sophomore year is over. I am so happy.
But in a really weird way, I'm kind of sad...
I don't think I could explain it in a way anyone would understand.
Guess it's time for another end of the year thing.
TOP TEN MOST INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE THIS YEAR.
1. Jesus. Pretty sure He should always be number one on my list.
2. Kenny Hollingsworth. He's so completely different than the norm. It's pretty much amazing. He's usually there to give me a spiritual boost:)
3. Corey Farr. He's always there for me, even if that means waking up at four in the morning rofl. He's a good kiddo.
4. Matt Jenkins. He doesn't know it but he always makes me laugh. He's funny and somewhat intelligent ;P He makes my day.
5. Melody Delaney. Okay, yeah she's my sister, but she has a huge influence on me. She's such a sweet kid. And she deserves so much better than what she's given.
6. My Mom. Let's not even go into that one.
7. Chris Tapia. What an awesome kid haha. I can't even explain how awesome he is. He's just one of those friends who you never, ever wanna lose.
8. Andrew Stencavage. I don't wanna talk about it.
9. Bego Terzimustafic. Awesome person, but like everyone, he has his moments.
10. Cam Wright. I love this boy haha. Even though he thinks I'm a tool sometimes:D He has a good heart :)
TOP TEN BEST FRIENDS THIS YEAR.
1. Kenny Hollingsworth.
2. Melody Delaney
3. Aura Wood.
4. Lauren Makarawicz
5. Corey Farr.
6. Theresa Mequid
7. Chris Hughes
8. Taylor Crowder
9. Michi Tassey!
10. Brian Tassey
TOP TEN MOST LISTENED TO SONGS
1. Everything you ever wanted by Hawk Nelson(due to singing this song in a talent show rofl.)
2. You make me smile by Blue October.
3. Firefly by Jimmy Needham.
4. I can only imagine by Casting Crowns.
5. East to West by Casting Crowns
6. Hosanah by Hillsong
7. Who am I by Casting Crowns
8. Fire Fall Down by Hillsong
9. Everything by Lifehouse
10. Better is One Day by Third Day
GOALS FOR THIS SUMMER
1. Live out God's plan for me as much as possible.
2. RECKLESS CAMP! Follow God's plan during it, and help others live out His plan for their lives too.
3. Jump on a trampoline until I can't walk.
4. Get a new phone rofl.
5. Save up for Driver's ed.
6. Go to at least two shows.(soulfest doesn't count.)
7. SOULFEST!
8. Spend as much time with my Lord and Savior as I do with my friends. If not more :D
9. Plan a party at my house. With a bonfireeee.
10. Take whatever comes my way.
I am so pumped for Reckless camp. Stoked, even. You have no idea.
So after writing all of that, and looking at my blog about the end of the last school year, I finally realize how much things change over time. When you take it day by day, it doesn't seem like anything has, but when you look back, everything has. With change comes pain. But with pain comes strength. And once again as I said last year, I am even stronger than I was last year.
I wasn't as emotional as last year, and I was a lot less dependant on people. I think this year was worth it ;)
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